Friday, December 08, 2006

LiL.dEViL

Well, this is the wat-so-ever time I wrote sumthin stupid in this blog. I just wondering, how many of u read my blog.. huhu, I would really appreciate your comment and I just need ur opinion about my life.. I just couldn’t live without my frenz, even I lost few of my close fren, but in the same time I hate and mad wit them, I still luv them as my frenz.. they shared so many kind things wit me.. sum are gud, happy, sad, bad and wat-so-ever things.. I miss u all, I miss our happiness and I miss the moment we shared.. I miss to talk wit u and I miss ur warm and kindness and frens..

By the way, I had a fight wit my luv one.. did it considerable to be a fighting? or even i can consider dat person as my luv?? anyway.. Dat person actually lost phone and lost all important numbers.. I make fun wit it and I consider it as a joke.. but, I dun know that will cost dat person anger.. for the first time dat person gat mad at me.. I’m so shock and I’m sad.. I dun mind that actually, but I’m sad because I rise dat person temper.. actually, dat person is not the one I luv, I just respect and I do care to dat person.. I dun know wat happen to me, maybe I fall in luv.. but I just couldn’t stop my self from asking dat person who dat person might be wit.. wat dat person do.. and every things about that person.. my fren said, dun control dat person life and pls don’t do the same mistake dat I do.. dat person so special in my heart.. but, I do luv, but the same time I can’t luv.. I only can share and I only can respect.. dat person never get mad to wat ever I done.. but this time, I crossed the line..

But now I realize.. I realize how u want our relationship to be, I don’t know if I’m in ur heart but I would like to thank u bcoz u’ve entered my heart in a special way and u stay in my heart in a very sweet way.. I try to lost u, but I seem couldn’t do dat.. If I just could win ur heart, if I just can be dat special one.. it’s enough wit me.. but still I remember this quote.. I owez been hurt by the person I luv, owez been luv by the person I dun luv.. da sad thing is through I try to chuz the person hu luv me.. still my heart belongs to the person hu hurt me.. u hurt me so much, but I dun know how in the same time u won my heart.. why dat happen? Why u hurt me so much? I always curse u, but I still luv u since I’m just a person to whom luv is everything..

To dat person, u know who u are.. u open my heart to take care of u, u make me respect u.. and u make me really special the way I am.. u advice me on wat I do.. and u take care of me like I’m special in ur heart.. I want to thank u for all u’ve done to me.. but since I can’t luv u.. I only can say I can’t lost u.. u r so special in my heart and who ever u wit, I owez supported and be happy wit u, even it broke my heart so much..

Stay blessed, hv fun n gud luck.. peace out..

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