Sunday, June 28, 2009

New Layout = Interuption

I'm in a middle of testing some of new layout for this facebook. Be patient on the period because you might facing few interuptions. Sorry for the inconvinience caused. Thank you.

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

Shake It, Move It Parrtttaaayyyyyy!!!!


Did I enjoy?
Did I having fun?
Did I left behind?

My shift started at 3.15PM on the 26 June 2009. When I walk into the office ground, this was the panorama is~ about to raining, and seems not to be ready yet..

On my mealtime at 5.30PM...

I enjoyed the food so much!! And, It come to night session; few of the event that they scheduled it but I can't attend because I'm working.. (Did that considered left behind?)

Can you just believe that this is happened in my office?

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Friday, June 26, 2009



I'm reading the online news when I accidentally found this picture. I really-really wish that I'm in the picture so that I can save a carton or two for my stock. Damn! I really-really disappointed.

Speaking of smoking, I was remember my promised to Chris saying that I'll quit smoke. Did I? Well guys, I'm happily trying to not to smoke (infront of Chris) but, you know right of how hard to quit?

HELP ME!! I want to quit...

P/S : Shake it, Move it Party at D'House, Can't wait!!!

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Friend No More


In this world, no body is perfect. Yeah, for sure everyone in this world know that they are not perfect. Somehow, when I was child, I was looking to the king and queen, prince and princess, admiring their life and how beautiful they are in the picture and the eyes of the society. At that moment, I really-really wish that I came from the royalties and be admired by the my citizen that the king (my dad, hehe..) rules the country. But it just in my dream, that I only can dream.

As a human, for sure I'll can't never ran away from doing any mistakes. Sometimes, the thing that for me is right but the real fact is I’ve hurt one or more of people around me. For example, living in KL, working here and enjoying my life was the thing that I really-really want to do but I then realize that this hurt my parent who was really want me to be around them. And, for sure both of them will be alone in then house after my brother went to Malacca to further his study. One day mom and dad, I’ll be around you to look after. I promised that I’ll take care of you like both of you taking care of me when I was child.

Few days back, I met my old friend profile in the facebook. This person was a good friend used-to-be of me. I admit it was my mistake on the person and I’m actually seeking an apologies from the person itself. But, my apologies not accepted. I know that I’ve crossed the line but wasn't there any chance for me to seek a forgiveness and start back the friendship?

Or, was it wrong to ask for an apologies?

I was stunned by then. The things is that I realized that people might be accepting your apology but some will never do. If they accept it also that they will be a barrier between the person and you. I was thinking of what the hell? Do I care about you and do you really care about me? That was my mindset when I’m in a middle of anger but when suddenly I’m cooling down, thinking of all they joy and happiest moment ever, I’m so regret that I’ve destroyed my friend trust on me. I’m really-really sorry for what I’ve done. I really-really wish that I can fixed all the things.

So, people out there, if you’re reading my blog, I’ve got few question for you to answer by yourself. Look on your right and left, who did you see? Who was helping you when you’re in the middle of a hard time or an emergency? Who will you call when you fight with your girl/boy friend? Which house will you ran away when you fighting with your parents? Who is the person that loaned you some amount of money but never ask for it back? Was it me? I’ve counter most of this thing and I’ve lost many friend due to my self-selfish and ego. I don't want to make the same mistakes and I've gave you the chance but why don't you? I just wish I never met that person so that I’ll never can feel this and regret these day.

Just remember that we might become an enemy these day but the real thing is that will makes me remember you forever. Catch that!

Til then, stay blessed, have fun and good luck! Peace out~

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Shake It, Move It..


I'm sure all of my fellow DiGizen are in the excited mood for the party this 26th June. I'm really looking into it as this is the day we're waiting for after all of this busy and hard time through the year. But, I'll be on duty until the late 12.45am. Will I be missing the party?

Thinking of taking my annual leave, but, naahh..

Will updating you for this event this 26th June. See ya!

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Sunday, June 21, 2009

La'Familia : Part 1


Might be it was my destiny to be involve with this people. From a totally strangers to a very best friend which I'm so proud to say that they are my family. The La'Familia.

I learned from this guys so much, from as simple of how to start a fire to survive in the middle of the jungle (Ulu Yam accepted right?) to the hardest of respect and taking care of each other. Like always mention by Saniz, the things you've done from your heart, that is the true spirit of love.

It's doesn't matter who you are now or to whom you're reporting to, being part of the La'Familia will be the most happiest chapter in my life.

To be continue..

Friday, June 19, 2009

Best Shoot

This few is some of the best shot taken while I was in Malacca with Irwan and Rosimah. Enjoy!

(Did you realized that all of our position in the picture was on the left side? Haha)

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

NEW Boss

Few of you might aware that I'm not reporting to my beloved boss, Chris anymore. Since May 1st, 2009 I've to report to my new Team Lead, Roy. Yes guys, I know everybody have to move on and who know I might can get some job advancement in the future. To Christopher, you've taught me a lot, so much fun and joy with you, for me you're not just as my Team Lead, but you're my brother, my family that always taking care when I'm down or need your assistance. I'll always remember skies is the limit. THANK YOU CHRIS!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

A Story Of Yesterday

I accidentally found this few pictures stored inside my desktop hard disk, which I for sure I didn't even realized it until I transfered the files to my laptop. Thanks to my little brother who want the desktop and makes me found the pictures.

Just enjoy, this is some of my little memory with my friend around..

P/S: Really-really wish I have DSLR camera. Huhu.

Monday, June 15, 2009

I Care ...

I usually ignore people status in facebook, myspace or what-so-ever website but suddenly my attention was attracted by my friend, Farid status on Facebook. It's more about feelings, which is if you do care with someone, just tell the person what did goes wrong so that there's improvement. One of the person inside there give some what shall I say, not so good comment. It's like 'Put yourself first infront of the mirror' or 'Clean yourself first before you can touch me'. I was stunned.

What the ... It's bullshit! For me, I just accept what people do say about me. Why do people still have the mindset of only a certain people can address their fault, or some unacceptable behaviour?

Let me give you an example. If a hooker telling that don't be like her, will you get mad? I think most of the people around will get mad and for sure cursing the hooker. Why? It's because of the society mindset of 'I'm better than you'. Then, where is your improvement? In silence you're still doing something, right? For me, I was seing every single things on the positive side. Tell me where did I go wrong and I'll improve. I'll not do the same mistake if the thing can make myself looks stupid. For sure at the begining I'll go like 'what the hell this people give me some feedback like that' but it's all about their point of view. If they don't like, was I able to make them 'like' it? Hell 'NO' right?

What I'm trying to say here is people make mistakes. Might be I also making mistakes by writing this post but this is my point of view, which is for me this is CORRECT. I want people to see and give their comment or feedback so that I can improve myself to go better. It's all about my life and I'm not living alone in this world. I have people around me, my friend or colleague, and for sure, my family. I need them to improve myself for a better life and future. Just accept what people say about you. It's not about your mistakes but it do about I care of you.

So, love each other!

Monday, June 08, 2009

Fact Of Life

I’ve read my previous post in this blog and I’ve found out everythings changes. From a nonsense blog it become to this place for me to throw out my real feelings and thoughts for whole world to read and give their feedback. Lucky for them who doesn’t know me in reality. It sucks, aite? Face it! I’m just a person that you’ve passed by everyday without realizing my existance. Like I said, thing changes. And I’ll make sure you’ll realize that I am around.

For the passed few days, there was few shocking moment in my life. Started with my mom called me in the middle of the night just to inform me that my little brother request me to top-up for him. Then it went to the other night when I found a little cat stucked on the car absorber. I was stucked about one hour in the middle of the road, almost crying and stressed trying to pull out the cat. Few other things happen which I wish I can forget. But, the most shocking parts is when my mom again, called and informed that my brother got the offer to further his study in Engineering Foundation in MMU Melaka.

What else this time? I’m parenting? Hell NO!!

I finished my shift, screaming inside my heart of my endless stress. If before I’ll stayed alone inside my room, sleep and ignoring but now I tried to face the reality, the fact that I’ve to move on. It’s was just OK for me for the passed few days. I’m trying to face everything, even though I’m hurt and so dissatisfied, I tried to smile and satisfied people around. I’m not saying that i have to satisfied the society, but for the sake of ‘menjaga hati’, I have to. People hurts, they claimed they hurt. But how about me? How about my feeling that hurt by your consequences? But then realize it, we can’t satisfied everyone. Someone will be hurt for any single things you’ve done just want to satisfied this part of society. For sure, the hardest things happen today will be the sweetest memories of tomorow. It’s always happen, and it was fun screaming and laughing when talking something about that stupidity.

At least something nice happened. I could breathe easily without any dissatisfaction. And, for sure I hope that I can achieve my target in less than two years. Remember, if sky is yours, then don’t forget that I make stars is mine.

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

A Sinner's Prayer


Its been a while I haven't step in your place. I feel kinda lost and stress sometimes and I feel guilty to ask for your help only when I'm in trouble. I need to rebuild myselff so that I wouldn't getting more far from you. Please stand beside me and guide me while I'm changing to a new skin, new life that will help me to change thee way I threat a person so badly, learn how to accept your present in my life, learn how to realy care of someone that is important in my life and learn how to really understand them. I want a revolution in my life so that I can independently bring myself to walk aling the freshy white road, attach myself with all the Saints to move along to the end of my journey, safely. Still, there's a lot things I need to learn and it will take time to solve all the puzzles in my life.

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