OK², this is few quick update …

I’ve finally moved out!! (Yeayy!!). It took me TWO WEEKS to clear my stuff from my so-so and sooo small room, simply makes me realized that I’ve got so many wanted and unwanted stuff nowaday. Try to recall few years back, I simply moved my stuff for only two hours (sebab kena halau from Shida’s rent house at D’Aman Ria sebab she said I didn’t pay the rent, OK je laa.. Let her happy with her so called drama) and it takes me two days only to move out from Redza’s house to my previous rented room. Now it’s TWO WEEKS? Gooshhh!!

Owh, another new stuff. I’m currently doing a second job now, doing third might be. Looking for extra money, haha. Well, nowadays I heard lots of people said that money comes first. Few of kakak² and abang² at the office said “Sementara masih muda dik, nanti dah kahwin takde masa plak nak carik duit” (Errrkkk!!! Pitam jap.. Hahaha)

Not to forget, my new year resolution, the only resolution. I promised my self that I must go back home for every two month, at least. When I told my Mom about this, she’s screaming and said “tak payah rajin balik rumah selalu, simpan duit buat kahwin..” (Errrkkkk!!) I said to her “Mom, do you know that your son is not thinking of getting married yet? Insya-Allah, I’ll get married after I’ve enough money to pay your expenses to Mecca”. She then said “It’s not your responsibility my son, it’s your dad”. I just ignore her. Been trying to give her and my dad some amount of pocket money each month but I found out that they giving it back to me secretly in my bank account, which I secretly transferred it back to their bank account. Hehehe. The money rotate there, endlessly.

I realized that I did talk about getting married so much. Is it ‘time’? Hahaha.. Naaahhhhh!! Till then readers, peace out!!

Hahahahahahhahahahahha!!!

LOL!!

Hahahahahhahahahahhahaha!!! hahaha.. Ok Nyun, just stop it (Honestly, I felt kinda annoyed as well )

The society really know how to make me laugh nowadays. You don’t have to create a this video simply to make me realize what is fishy going on around. I can still observe of stuff that has been played around. Good joke by the way, kudos to makcik yg tak hafal script.. I can barely see makcik tu tgk tepi sbb nak baca script, but two thumb up!! You did makes me laugh and at the same time thinking..

“BTW, Ada ambil BR1M tak makcik?“

Hahaha!!! Kesian to Dynamo plak, never trusted that brand by the way and I’m not to Kuat Harimau brand as well because my preference is Kao Attack, even though sometimes I’m using Downy. Hahaha. Err? What am I trying to say by the wayyy??

Til then, peace out

Projek Diskobaldi invites you to look at the lighter side of love with random and zany comedy sketches along with original songs in ‘Love’. From first dates to pick-up lines to strange obsessions, be entertained with sketches that will have you going, “OMG, I’ve been there before!”.

Projek Diskobaldi, a comedy ensemble under Playground Productions, was founded in August 2010 by a group of theatre practitioners that have a common love for comedy.The ensemble consists of Redza Minhat, Iedil Putra, Shamaine Othman, Megat Sharizal, Farah Rani, Ashraf Zain and Tuan Faisal. Projek Disko Baldi aims to offer Malaysians simple and plain funny comedy. Random, zany and with a little bit of envelope pushing, Projek Disko Baldi hopes to spark a new wave of comedy in Kuala Lumpur, if not Malaysia.

Last show tonight guys!! It’s a must watch show.

Playground Productions
presents
PROJEK DISKOBALDI in ‘LOVE’

16 – 19 Feb : 8.30pm | 18 & 19 Feb : 3.00pm
premier : adults RM 45 | students RM35
prime : adults RM 35 | students RM25
1 hour 30 minutes (no intermission)
language: English and Malay.
tickets: www.tix.my 017 2289 849

For interviews and hi-resolution pictures, please contact Shamaine at 019-3902012 or Iedil 012 –2052040 or email pground.productions@gmail.com.

Love, love.. Love~ What is LOVE to you? It was a question asked by the cast of Projek Diskobaldi in LOVE at the begining of the show. Bluntly, I remained in silence, laughing a bit. Thereafter, I heard few small answers from the audience inside the PJ Live Arts. Love is confuse, sweet, happy.. SEX? (Errrkkk) and few other answers that I can’t barely remember. Agreed with Redza Minhat, one of the cast, love is PAIN, an endless pain and yes it is. It’s probably a script of the comedy theater but his answer slightly makes me think, what is LOVE to me by the way? Kudos to him

Being someone like me whom frequently rejected, it was sort of like a ‘been here-been there, done this-done that’ situation. Didn’t you realize that LOVE is your life? It’s like asking a question with only (A) and (B) left as the choice of answer. LOVE left you with two choice, (A) Happy, (B) Unhappy. Everyone pray for their happiness. Going back to the question, if only you ‘able’ to choose (A), then it’s good for you. I’ll pray it will last forever. However, if you’ve directed your pencil to mark the other answer, how pathetic it can be then? Nothing much but just be brave then, face it! You’ll able to change the answer one day, once you found a corrector along your path. Erase the mark at (B) and mark clearly, permenantly for (A), then continue to smile then.

But what if it’s (B) left as the only choice?

It’s all goes back to LIFE by the way, depend of how you’re looking into it; left aside of how unfair it is and how frustrated you can be; if you’re like me (I do frequently repeating my self huh?) only if you decide of directing yourself to the negative side. However, what if you’re looking on the bright side? Isn’t that freaking word of HURT can become your light to direct your path out from emptiness or sadness? I want to see how it will change the way you dress and smile, your timetable and bla-bla-bla. Yeah right!

I’ve been in love, few times, most of the time. I can’t really remember of how its all started but for sure I CLEARLY remember of how its end. Most of the time, I’m fighting to save the so-called relationship, but I do realize it’s totally END with my good name become ‘BABI‘ or ‘SIAL‘ and sometime ‘ANJING‘. Owh, another one.. ‘BODOH“. Haaa ? What daa?? …

Ko siapa nak maki aku derr?

I’m so emotionally burst my laugh when the memories of being in love passed by all of sudden. How naive I was at that point of time. Hahaha! Since then, I decided not to remember those so-called sweet moment and I’m protecting my self from being hurt by the stupid LOVE. I’m a person who can live without love. I’m telling myself; continuously, repeatedly that I’m not BABI, I’m not SIAL and I’m not ANJING plus I’m not BODOH. I was imagining of how will it be if my Mom or Dad was exactly beside me at that point of time and heard what’s my newly created good name. How do they feel anyway? How hurt they are and how frustrated it can be? Didn’t you just see how disgrace it was? Didn’t  you realize that you’re showing your true colours? Is that how exactly how you feel? So what is LOVE then? Anjing, Babi or Sial?

I guess bodoh should be the most correct one since it’s clearly mirroring yourself.

Last one, a good friend of mine said ‘Sweet memories but painfull feeling. Not worth it’. If she’s reading this, I would like to ask her what is worth it then? Love is PAIN, and it’s worth it to feel the pain because pain is like a scratch mark on your Beemer or scars, urrmm, might be on your hand. Feel it, no harm. Believe me, the next you’ll learn not to make your car got another scratch or your hand have another scar. I didn’t continue to argue but I’m being me; quiting the conversation before it all even started. One day, she’ll understand.

Let’s just pray for every single breathe we will be blessed by the Almighty God

Cheers!

 I love you mom, I love you dad

One Team Republic’, I’m not very sure of where this name came out. But, it’s a name that will be remained in my heart as long as I’m still alive. It’s a name that show me a true colour of friendship, kawan susah senang.. and everything about life. It’s all started from a strangers, not mixing out with each other, but we ended up by becoming best buddies; sort of, hahaha. It’s like from nothing to something, or from zero to HERO. Err, how ‘HERO’ we are? Well, we’re HERO on our FRIENDSHIP. Everything will be done together and no one will be left behind, except for Fernandez I guess, hehehe.. Just kiddin

I’m writing this entry as a tribute to Mr Kelvin itself and to my beloved current and team mates. Mr Kelvin will end his tenure in DiGi by end of this month. My feeling? Unimaginable. He’s telling me in a slow moving car but the shocked I had at that time probably same impact by an accident. It’s hard to say ‘farewell’ or ‘good bye’ for something but sometimes letting go is the cure. Sometimes, we have to leave behind everything for the sake of the future. Life isn’t fair enough for us but just believe guys, everything happened for a reason, or might be two or three or might be more. God know the best for us, all we have to do is just believe.

Remember guys, God will not change our fate until we dare to change it.

Therefore, boss.. You’re my managers inside the office but outside you’re a very close friend of mine. I’m really sorry for not being a good employee, forgive me for creating so much troubles and my apologies because I didn’t keep my promise. I’m going to miss the moment of 1-to-1 session with you, I’m going to miss the moment reporting to you and I’m going to miss everything. I’ll never forget all of the moment and thank you for accepting me in your team. Thank you so much for believing. All the best!!

Til then, peace out.

p/s : sorry for the quality of some picture

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melabuhkan hatiku ini
mampukah aku pahami hatimu
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cinta tak bertuan
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berdiri menanti
hari demi hari
mencari indahnya cinta

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Til then, peace out

A very special ‘THANK YOU” for my besties Mrs Carlyna and husband for making this special cupcake for the event that I should attend yesterday. My apologies guys, I’ve to skipped this time, got few stuff to settled. Really hope that you guys having a great time with all of the stories to share. I can’t imagine how hard is the laugh, how sweet is the joy and how high the scream plus how superb is the food itself. *Lapar lak tetiba, hehehe :P

Looking forward to see you guys on our next coming event. All the best guys. Love you

P/S : You can visit my Mrs Carlyna House of Chocolate concept web blog for further info at this web address : http://rumahcokelatkami.blogspot.com/

Listened to this song few days back coincidently remind me to a so-called relationship I had before. Nothing much to share but it just something that taught me about an experience of the reality of life. Yes I admit that I spend most of my time by day dreaming (come on laa Nyun!!), or shall I say that living in my own fantasy is the only thing that can make me a bit happy of being part in this unreasonable society. Well, I can say that I’m not conventional but I am being rational. It’s just the exact way of the society taught me to of how to become a member of the world.

At a heart to heart session with my best buddy few night ago, I was question of how do I fit in to this ridiculous needs of society. My answer is simple. I’m an observer rather than a chatter. It do give me some good results sometimes but most of the times it works. But then, you have to make sure that you’re not being bullied by the others around you. Life is all about learning and the process will never end, even though you’re already inside your tomb. Believe me guys, observing is more better than pointing your finger to the other and blaming them of how unfair your life is.

So, what do I learn from this? This is just a nonsense created by me while I’m bored being along at my favorite coffee house.

1. Life isn’t easy, especially when you’re to far away from meeting up the minimum requirement. Unfair isn’t it?
2. Money talks; the society only realize you when you have lots of Mr Visa or RM100 or RM50 in your wallet. Yolaaahhhh!!
3. Ada rupa, ada gaya.. then you’re my friends. Nerdiest, my apologies.. You’re only needed when I want to copy your paper project.
4. The car you drive is actually resembles the driver, ya ke? Such a nonsense!! who know the one who did drive that latest BMW car is only a driver? Errkkk!!
5. and etc.. etc.. and etc.. hahaha.. no need to list it here~ remember what I said about learning process? Experience it!! Hehehe

But then, in fact, life is not easy. Sometimes, to regret isn’t enough for an apology. Fate do sometimes being unfair to everyone; because we’re human with full of errors. It might be a way of God to remind us of our final destination, if we’re looking it on the bright and positive side.  Just leave the nonsense stuff behind and just let life flow like it should be.

Til then, peace out

Well, how’s your Raya everyone? Mine quite boring, might be because I’ve to work on the first day of Raya itself. Its so annoying plus I’m a bit disappointed with the schedule. But, to think it’s my job and it’s the task I’ve to do, plus I’ve signed the terms and condition of my work, no choice and that’s it! I’ve to work. And this time, no salam-salam di pagi raya with my parents and family members, no visiting childhood friend and everything. It’s me alone at the house that I rent, owh, plus my lovely Kocheng.

Nothing much to be said, it’s a very simple blog update.

So, I’m leaving you guys with a wish to all of you, have a very happy Hari Raya. Remember your loves one. Don’t drink and drive. Let’s just leave behind all of our ego and cross the boundaries of our limit. Let’s just forgive and forget  I’m really-really sorry for all of I’ve done, for all of I’ve wrote, which might cause some disappointment and dissatisfaction from I’ve started blogging. Forgive all of my sins ya, mintak halal yang mungkin termakan, terminum.. terambil, because sometimes things happened without we realize it, we meant to be OK but who knows others doesn’t :)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, minal aidzin walfaidzin. Mohon ampun maaf zahir dan batin.

Owh, btw.. enjoy the song by the late P. Ramlee, Suara Takbir. Kinda like this song anyway.

Probably, we have something to say but we can’t say it loud. Might be we can’t find the correct words, or the actual words won’t come out, or maybe we just so scared or having this so-called being stupid feeling. Just if we could write a song and sing it (in a correct tunes), then we could express what we need to say. It would be beautiful, but might be it can go worst if we mistakenly use the wrong tunes. Believe me, some might listen, and some will ignore. Some maybe understand but could be the other group of society unable to.

But then, not all of us could be a good songwriter. And some of us will never able to express our feeling toward others. They remain in silence.

Just see how unfair this life could be. Miscommunication able to leads of a shatter to a friendship or relationship. Our action also can lead to dissatisfaction. In the end, the price of a relationship is NONE. The society commonly suggest of having a transparent talk for an explanations of the miscommunication. But, how many people would listen to what they heard instead of believing what they saw? Since ‘slow-talking’ is the best thing to do, what happened then to the concept of looking after others feeling?

Believe it or not, but few things happened around me, lately. Some of it shows that how cruel I am to the ‘living creatures’. Yes, I do lie and I do follow what my heart told me to. That’s what I’ve been told to do and as far as I can recall, everyone saying the same thing repeatedly. Forgive me human! I’m not perfect and I do keep on pointing others of my disabilities. I’m trying to fit in but nevertheless I’m able to. It’s just so damn hard to have a simple satisfaction, no matter how hard I’ve tried. I have mine, but what about others? Don’t you think I care?

So, let’s just pray everything will just end in an acceptable way and just simply able to satisfy both party. Let’s sing a happy song and sing it loud and clear; so that each words inside the song in understandable and clearly show of how sincere we are to the cruelty of life. God bless.